I have been so remiss in writing on this, I feel like another person. No, not really, but feeling guilty and judgemental about my lapses gets me nowhere. And who cares, it's only supposed to be writing practice for me. Right.
So life moves on in places I would never guess, I continue to do the footwork and hope for the best. That means hoping for what I want. Not nessesarily what will happen, and who the hell knows what is good and right all the time.
People throw around the word FAITH, which I have great respect for. Just have a hard time having it, feeling, believing it, on a daily basis. True faith is letting go and accepting what is, that is, after I do everything in order for it to go my way.
I could get all personal about deatils: selling home, moving, love, energy, dreams, but really how boring for the rest of you. And actually, blasting my insides out to the cyber realm is boring to me too.
So really, I am moving towards something, a change, a charge. I feel a bit charged today. Good enough for now. And whoever happens to read this (besides me) I'm pretty sure I love you.
About Me
- Kimberly
- Lagunitas, California, United States
- Still looking through a 26 year olds eyes. Do we all feel like that? Sometimes independent, strong, fearless.... while at the same time insecure, meek, and full of fear. Can be persistent, steady, and focused...and then pretty much a total basket case. So there are no rules........only this moment. That's the hope. Love is all that matters, how much Love I hold in my heart and give to others. My dream and hope is to be divorced from the past or future, which keep me from the spontanaity and magic of the present.
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