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Lagunitas, California, United States
Still looking through a 26 year olds eyes. Do we all feel like that? Sometimes independent, strong, fearless.... while at the same time insecure, meek, and full of fear. Can be persistent, steady, and focused...and then pretty much a total basket case. So there are no rules........only this moment. That's the hope. Love is all that matters, how much Love I hold in my heart and give to others. My dream and hope is to be divorced from the past or future, which keep me from the spontanaity and magic of the present.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

After seeing I AM (Documentary by Tom Shadyac)

It’s a lot of spacey mind stuff that makes sense
We are all connected
By our hearts, guess what
Our hearts talk to our brain
Not the other way around
Every thought of stress….or love
Makes a pattern in the universe
Grief is a type of love also
Its what opens our hearts
To let more love empathy compassion out into the World.
That is such a good thing
To know that empathetic principle or energy
Is the best part of us.
Gives me hope for us humans
The animals already have it down.
Consensus decisions already happen in the natural animal kingdom.
We humans seem to be lagging
If the tallest mountains in the world, and the oceans and air
And all that connect us, are enter-twined in shared energy
How can we help but to love all be all share all
Quit consuming all?
How can we be guilty of doing….nothing?

Thursday, April 21, 2011

My 'Coffee' Table

My desk, well, actually my coffee table.
Why do they call it a ‘coffee’ table?
TV table, living room catch-all table maybe
But coffee?
Ok my desk-table in front of TV in the living room
(Why living room? Do I live here?)
Geez, Kim .  Just write quit questioning.
 With computer,  and sundry paperwork, let’s see, ten books.
Ten books? What the…..they’re only here because I think I’m reading all of them.
Some even at once.
Ok there’s more. Five candles. One of those angel/jesus tall ones in glass.
I like those. Burn forever.
One beautiful crystal. Tigerbalm. Some pictures in a pile.
Whatever you do don’t open an old box and pull out pictures that rip your heart open,
Because they end up on this table ripping you up for weeks.
Till you figure out where to put them, till in the future you find them again.
Sheesh....when they say our lives are a circle I get it.
Pen, remote, phone, calendar, little coasters (that must be for the ‘coffee’)
I like this little prose poem.
Is it a poem?
Well, it is my table I’m writing it on.
So I’ll call it whatever I want.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Bombs Fall

Bombs fall out of the sky
The sky, the same beautiful shade of blue
Men, their fear palatable as fresh cut pears
Running on human adrenaline
The ants in the dirt marching
It’s what ants do
Men surviving or not
What men do
The sky still a beautiful shade of blue